In Love's Service....

I remember a line from Brennan Manning's Abba's Child, and it was "In Love's Service, only wounded can serve."

Last week, a co-worker and I were talking and he alluded to the fact that sometimes we are allowed to endure trials so as to birth within us even a greater empathy for the world's hurts. It's one thing to empathize but that empathy reaches another level when you can stare that person straight in the face and say "I've walked that road - that exact road as a matter of fact. And yes, it's bumpy and hard at times, but I want to let you know that Jesus held my hand through the whole ordeal and He can hold yours too." Oh, that God would bring about radical amounts of love and empathy in His followers to love the hurting world out there!!

My heart is once again in a place of radical vunerability....but you know what, I think some of the most meaningful God moments that have ever happened to me have happened during this time of bereavement. People have seen the wounded, sobbing Daniel and have not abandoned me. The hugs I have received have been genuine. The depth of my brother's love for me (my biological brother) has never been more evident than in the last 8 weeks (especially the night of the breakup). My youngest sister bought me my favorite candy for Valentine's Day. My other sister has been an invaluable sounding board as I've talked through a great number of things in an attempt to gain clarity. Several other ladies have sent me handwritten cards of encouragement. Several other guys have had me over for dinner.

And the gift of forgiveness that I've been given I've been able to share with others. Allison and Janis, I am so happy that I was able to help you cancel some yucky debts. All praise be to God on that one.